About Me

I’ve been a spanko since as long as I’ve had any real sense of myself, which was around four years old.  I didn’t know that’s what I was, I just knew that watching kids on tv or seeing them in books getting a spanking did something to me inside.  I’m a Bottom, which I learned after getting online and actually exploring the kink.  I’m too old to have had the internet when I was a kid.  It didn’t even show up in its earlier 90s form until I was in my late 20s-early 30s.

My Top, G., who I write about on here, doesn’t live near me, so getting spanked isn’t a regular thing for me.  It’s something I look forward to.  When I can I self spank, which I know that some don’t understand, but it really works for me.  I was doing that before I ever knew there was a thing called the internet, or even PCs.  I felt that I had to do something to fill this need I’ve always had.  I had to make do with what I could find to spank with, so I had some really odd pervertibles when I was younger.  Now I have a lot of actual implements, but I’m not above using something crazy that wasn’t made for spanking.

I don’t think that a Top has to use implements on him/herself to know how they feel.  I’d rather have somebody who knows how to use them.  Knowing how it feels doesn’t let them know how it feels to me, or how it affects me emotionally.  Observing reactions is the way to know how an implement feels to a Bottom.  I know that some people insist that a Top have experienced implements, and the subject used to start flamewars on the old newsgroups.  I just don’t agree with it.  I appreciated that G., before he ever caned me, asked the advice of an experienced Top who knew what he was doing, and then practiced on his own.  Feeling the cane wouldn’t have helped him know how to use it.

Okay, off the soapbox for now.  The posts on this blog will be a mix of real life experience and fiction when I can get the muse to cooperate.

5 Comments on About Me

  1. Milan says:

    Nice :)
    umhm… tell something about those odd pervertibles when you was younger ;)

  2. Questergirl says:

    I should probably write a post about that. I hadn’t thought about them in year, but there were some interesting ones for sure!

  3. Milan says:

    you must definitely write post about that :)
    there is something so nice about normal things or toys turned into dark perverted toys ;)

  4. Questergirl says:

    Speaking of dark perverted toys, G. has one of those. He found the most evil plastic spoon last year that has a METAL core! It can’t be killed!

  5. Jenny Birkner says:

    spanking has been always an exciting idea to me, I could chat about again and again

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