I Need…..

  • Posted on September 30, 2014 at 6:45 PM

I’ve decided that when I’m in New York I need a nice long caning with the heavy cane.  G. is great at caning me, but it’s been a long time since I’ve had a long enough caning that I’ve flown.  With this kind of caning I don’t bend over, I’m flat on the bed with my head on a pillow.  Very few people have seen me get caned, and the people who have are usually surprised at how I react when I’m being caned.  One woman said I hum, which I didn’t realize, but I do know I make little noises during a caning.  If it’s a good girl caning I don’t yell or anything, I just relax into it.  G. has to watch the signs I give out so that he knows when to give me the next stroke.  Once my feet uncurl and my butt relaxes, I’m ready.  Other than that there isn’t a lot of feedback from my side.  If it lasts long enough I get to what’s been called “subspace”,  but G. calls it “blissing out”.  I actually like that name better, because that’s exactly what happens, and I’m not what anybody would call a submissive.  I just happen to absolutely love the heavy cane.  The first time I ever got a stroke from one, at my first party ever, it was like nothing I had ever experienced in my life.  When the stroke landed it took a few seconds, and then the most amazing feeling blossomed in my bare bottom.  I got three more strokes, because I was such a newbie the guy didn’t want to overdo it the first time out, but I knew I would want more at some point.  That happened at my second party, and it was a lot more, maybe too much.  I blissed out, and the Top hit Top-space, which caused the scene to go a lot longer than it should have.  I was still a newbie and didn’t know any better, and there was no harm done because I’ve always had a high pain tolerance, but G. decided that from then on I have to have a spotter who is able to say when enough is enough, unless he’s the one caning me.

Yes, this is what I want.  A long good girl caning that makes me bliss out to the point where I’m so mellow afterwards that I can barely move.  I want this.  I NEED this.

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