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I Need a Spanking

  • Posted on March 13, 2014 at 9:14 PM

I need a spanking.  A long, hard spanking, layered if possible.  Different implements, hairbrush to start out with, then one of the wooden paddles, and then the belt.  Or maybe starting out with the riding crop, followed by the plastic spoon, and ending with the Lexan paddle.  There are so many variations that’s it’s difficult to decide on one set.  There’s no way I could decide on one implement, I love the layered effect of different implements.  The different feel of each, the different marks.  If it’s a punishment spanking I need it hard and none of the easier implements will be enough.  If it’s play, a little bit of a lot of implements is great, working up from light to hard.  G.’s arm doesn’t seem to tire out, so what I can take he can give easily.  I’ve worn out Tops at parties, so I know how lucky I am that his arm can handle the level I like or need.

I can feel the need for a spanking around the edges of my psyche.  It’s not blaring at me, just gently provoking me, prodding me to want it.  Considering that a month ago I thought I had lost my spanking mojo, this is definite progress.  I have no idea when I’ll be able to get the spanking I want, but at least I know I want it.  It gives me things to think about, to fantasize, when I couldn’t come up with anything a month ago, leaving me to wonder if I was going to lose even that much of who I am.  Now I know it’s not gone, it was just lying dormant for a while, and now it’s back.