Getting My Spanking Mojo Back

  • Posted on February 17, 2014 at 9:28 PM

Recently I’d noticed a complete lack of being turned on by spanking stuff.  I’d go to the websites I always go to, and they just didn’t do anything for me.  It bothered me, because I had no idea why it would just be gone.  Then I thought about it, and I realized that months ago I had started being a very good girl when it came to things that G. had wanted me to work on.  He hadn’t had to say anything in ages about those things, which meant that we weren’t really talking about anything spanking related, except in passing.  I hadn’t thought about it, but the lack of pushing the envelope, of testing the waters, of sneaking in little things that would make G. at least hint that I was getting close to earning a spanking, had taken away my mojo.  I couldn’t fantasize, I wasn’t able to get turned on by spanking stuff, which was annoying.

Then I hit on an idea.  I’d been meaning to watch these video podcasts that I’d told G. that I’d downloaded in iTunes U, about algebra.  G. has this thing about me learning math, which I’ve always completely sucked at, but I wanted to give it another go after having taken years not bothering.  As usual, first NanoWriMo got in the way, then the holidays, and then by the time January came along I’d damn near forgotten that I even had the podcasts, so I still haven’t watched any of them.  Last week I mentioned them, and I said I might need incentives to make sure that I actually start watching them.  G. jumped on it right way, which I found very promising.  Obviously, what works with me is to threaten spankings if things don’t get done.  This has a tw0-fold benefit.  One, I do eventually start getting in gear and doing what I’m supposed to, and two, it gets my mojo back up and running, because suddenly there’s a chance I might get spanked for something.

It turns out that I need a certain level of threats of spankings to keep me going when there’s nothing else getting me charged up.  Being a very good girl just doesn’t do it for me.  I have to at least sneak in a little attitude if nothing else, to spark the occasional threat.  So far we haven’t had time to talk about it, to make it a reality, but just the idea of it has helped some.  Better than it was anyway.  I know that there are people who don’t understand the whole punishment thing, that they just like to get spanked.  I LOVE getting spanked, for whatever reason, play or whatever.  I just have this other part of the kink, and that’s a punishment fetish.  Just the idea of getting spanked for being  a bad girl gets me seriously charged up.  It makes things more exciting at times, hearing the threat, hearing G. tell me that I am definitely going to be punished, seeing that look on his face when he changes from normal G. to the “I have the Power” temporary Dom.  The first time I saw that look I was hooked.  It’s intoxicating, knowing that G. has that side to him when I need it.  Very few women have seen that side of him, and I’m glad I’m one of them.

2 Comments on Getting My Spanking Mojo Back

  1. Larry says:

    This was a very interesting read with lots of insight into how your mojo works and, I strongly suspect, how a lot of spankos mojos work. Good to see you posting again.

    Larry

  2. Questergirl says:

    Thanks! Just seeing this now, a month and a half later. LOL Not sure how that happened! Yeah, I thought I had lost the mojo completely, but it’s back! I wish I could stay awake long enough to take advantage of it! I need some time before I’m so tired that I fall asleep as soon as my head hits the pillow, or before I fall asleep accidentally, which happens a lot!

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