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Other things I want

  • Posted on January 7, 2012 at 4:59 AM

I want the belt.  I want searing stripes across my bare bottom, so many that they cease being stripes and become one, enveloping me in white hot throbbing pain.  Pain that goes deep inside me.  I want the cane, making me fly, allowing me to lose myself in the wonderful intensity of each stroke.  Knowing that I will have amazing cane marks that I will be able to look at for days afterward.  Marks that will remind me every time I sit down.  There are so many things I want.  To be spanked hard and fast until I lose all control and sob into the pillow, all stress and worry, all the bad leaving my body so that I become relaxed and mellow to the point of not being able to move.  I want it to hurt to sit for a week, which won’t stop me from sitting.  On the contrary, I will find reasons to sit, so it reminds me of the spankings that caused it to hurt to sit.  I want all those things, and I want more.  Long slow spankings, building and building, until I become conflicted between wanting to get away from each spank and wanting so many more of them.  I want to feel as though everyone can tell that I’ve been spanked just by looking at me, which will cause me to smile.  I will know that they don’t really know, but it will spark their curiosity, and they will wonder why I smile.