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Back to normal

  • Posted on July 7, 2011 at 8:17 PM

Last night G. and I discussed the math thing.  We haven’t come up with a plan yet, but at least it’s out there.  The best part of it is, he’s back in charge, at least of my spankings.  Family things had taken his mind away from what we used to do, and we had adapted at the time.  I guess we got used to it, not even talking about spanking much, if at all, except as a joke.  I realize now that this was what had been missing.  I liked him telling me what was going to happen as far as when I could get up from the mat, or how much I would get spanked.  With my months long hiatus from even being able to spank myself due to my own living situation, we had gone on to other things, filling our time with online things that didn’t involve spanking at all.  Last night I felt settled for the first time in so long, and today was when I realized what was different.  He made me spank myself with my new toy on the phone, bedroom door closed.  We don’t normally risk that because I live with family, but the air conditioner and the tv were on in the living room, and it blocked any sound coming from my room.  Luckily the new toy (I’m considering calling it “The Evil Whippy Thing” LOL) isn’t loud like all my other toys.  After getting spanked with that for a while, I had to get out the mat and sit on it while we talked.  It was so nice to feel that he was taking back the reins finally.  I’ve been a grown up and in charge of everything for over a year now, and I missed being able to just let him take over.  It was funny how we fell into our old roles again so easily.  After twelve years I guess it’s like riding a bike, you don’t forget how to do it.  We did all of our other normal stuff, just like every other night, but there was that extra little part, me sitting on the mat and him deciding that if I asked if I could get off that he would make me sit on it longer that made me happy.  Everything was right with the world again.