Do I need new fantasies?

  • Posted on May 8, 2011 at 12:51 AM

I’ve been thinking about it.  My spanking mojo has kicked back in this month after a really ghastly April.  Because of time constraints, or falling asleep before I’d intended to, I haven’t had a chance to take advantage of fantasizing that much so far, but I’m getting working on that.  I have fantasies that tend to work, but lately I keep having to ratchet things up to push myself over the edge.  I’d love some new ones, but where the hell do you go to get new fantasies?  If there was a website or something with categories of fantasies, and you could read through the ideas to find one that got you all hot and bothered, that would be great.  I could comb through a bunch of old stories to find some I suppose, not mine but other people’s.  I know all mine, they branch out from my old fantasies.

The other choice is to rework my old fantasies, recreating those things that have always worked for me.  Maybe I’m unique, but sex fantasies don’t work for me.  Punishment fantasies do.  No matter what age I’m supposed to be in the fantasy, it works.  Little girl, teenage, adult, as long as I’m being punished for something, I get where I need to go with them.  Thinking about somebody else getting it works too, but again, always punishment, with no sex involved.  Maybe it’s because that’s how my fantasizing started.  As a little girl, and I mean before the age of ten, telling myself stories about other kids getting spanked.  I never progressed to actual sex fantasies, it’s always just been wired to spanking.  Some get dark, some go over the top, but if I haven’t masturbated in ages, I don’t even get very far into the fantasy before I’m done.  It’s when I’ve been doing it a lot that the old fantasies get too old, too overdone, and need to be ratcheted up to higher and higher levels.  When you fall asleep in the middle, you know it’s taking too long!  That’s when I start thinking I need new fantasies, new thrills to take me to new and better heights faster than the old stuff.

Pictures get my imagination going a lot.  I know, they say that men are the visually stimulated gender.  Bull.  Just seeing a bare bottom, especially if it’s been spanked, in a picture or in person, does it for me.  I think I need some new pictures.  I’ve seen all the ones I have, over and over.  Hell, I even have pictures of MY bare bottom after spankings.  I seem to always get the same pictures when I go online, so even that’s getting old.  It’s difficult to come up with new stories for the same old pictures.  I try, I really do!

So what to do?  New or old?

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